welcome...
to my sleep deprived mind.
Hi hi
I wanted to emerge and write a lil something. My first brain dump . Written so quickly because the moments I have to myself these days are short and sweet and I cannot spend all of them on a screen.
I’ve had a heck of a lotta life happen these past few years. Between my dad getting sick, his passing and now me becoming a new mother, it’s been a rollercoaster of remaining so so so so present. I wanted to get on here to sorta break the seal. I’ve been feeling a little ick lately about the things I have to do to put my art out in the world. I’m naturally a more introverted, private person. But especially now I feel in order to connect I have to go above and beyond. Most of what you’ve seen has felt purely promotional and I’ve hidden away a large chunk of my personal life well because I felt it’s personal. I’m not writing this to drop the veil completely but more as an effort to just connect human to human.
To be honest, I have a hard time being an artist sometimes because of this thing we have to connect on. I hate social media. And really hate being on my phone a lot. But I recognize if I can’t start conversations here then the only other place would be at our shows. Which those are coming I promise. But it’s like one step after another. I can’t wait for the day we can once again chit chat at the merch table but in all honesty y’all I’m scared of playing shows. I haven’t done it in a while and mh biggest fear is how am I going to do this while being a mom. I get a lot of encouragement from all over the place and I know it’s possible. But as far as frequency well we shall see. In the meantime, I’ll leave you with this. I thank you all for your constant support and kindness. You make me want to keep going. I hope to see you on a stage soon...